Im tired….

Im tired of your friends calling me names especially your bestfriend. Why?? He doesn’t even have any idea of what we’ve been through. What he knows is that we’re friends and that i’m a psycho. Bakit ka pumapayag na tawagin ako nun? Why can’t you defend me like how much I defend you with my friends?? For once, why can’t you be real?

I hope you know I love you but I need someone who will protect me not make fun of me. If you think I do that with my friends, YOU ARE WRONG. I defend you. I ALWAYS DO. I always say it’s my fault when in fact, it’s both our fault. I am not asking you show or tell them you love me. JUST PROTECT ME. DEFEND ME. If you can’t do that, then it would be best for me to walk away. Your family and friends think badly of me and I can’t bare it anymore. 

I know you are hurting… I know you are facing your own battle that’s why it would be best if I leave and never talk to you again. It’s the best way. 

AND NO, IM NOT RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS. I just can’t face it when you don’t even have the balls to defend me. 

SIRANG SIRA NAKO SA MGA KAIBIGAN MO AND PAMILYA MO. AND ANG SAKIT SAKIT!!!